wham bam thank you ma'am!

the line between creation and destruction is very thin...

i've got to accept the fact i may not produce brilliant pieces of work all the time...

that it's alright to fall and fail sometimes,

to be a student rather than lead myself always in sheer ignorance.

sometimes i feel like i'm going somewhere but no where.

though i have to stop it.

and geez i can't stand sleaze or sleazy people.

physical is one thing.

though it's more deprivation and alpha dominance conciousness that i'm just "blah" (don't give a damn) and somehow growing to just resent.


i'm damn bloody bored.

i needa come up with something exciting in my life now and do it..

people come and go - it happens all the time. And you just need to get used to it.

It seems like my life has been taken over by video games.

this is a local band! SUPERDUPER!

as we run to left as we run to the right, as we run as we run as we run all night,
i think in my life time i have never run that much
clocking 1049710394701927409174 click! morning run, evening run.
by next month or next week i can go join standchart already!

all the test are coming soon, getting abit stresssful. hopefully i get thru all of them!

this long weekend will be hopefully a very exciting one! haha!

talking about run just back from a short 5km run! =) the sun is so hot that i'm getting a tann as i run! =)

p.s. oh oh and i need to go on a food tour NOW NOW NOW NOW! so whoever interested drop me a text we gather as much as people and we just drive on big bus and we go eat away!!!!!

I count, You sembunyi. : )

Under the evening sky, salty breeze across the beach with the waves crashing softly. Sam Beam serenading ( no actually, giving advice through deep lyrics about dogs and wolves) me as the sun begins to take its leave. No tax, no rush, no one and not too far away. Langkawi anyone?

The Emperor as god. Karkasy stifled a laugh. Five thousand years of blood, war and fire to expunge all gods from the culture, and now the man who achieved that goal supplants them as a new deity.

'How foolish is mankind?' Karkasy laughed, enjoying the way his words echoed around the empty fane. 'How desperate and flailing? Is it that we simply need a concept of god to fulfill us? Is that part of our make up?'

welcome back sleepless nights

Field camp sums up to a list of experiences paling in the comparison to the rest of BMT:

1.) Insect bites
2.) Heat rashes
3.) Unknown bruises
4.) Feet-related muskiness
5.) The rain...so cold...so...demoralizing
6.) Your rank as a recruit can finally be lowered to something less respectable, something like a dog
7.) An ever-worsening cold that becomes a flu virus
8.) FUCKING COMBAT RATIONS THAT SMELL THE SAME NO MATTER WHAT THE MENU SAYS


Ok, aside from the list above, everything else was ok. Well, it's gotta be cos i'm typing this right now.

Aaaanyway. I didn't know Starhub's introducing the iPhone 3GS. Cool, now i can NOT wait for my bro to hand me his iPhone 3G. What lesson can I draw from this? Probably the fact that when you are cut off from most of the world's happenings (say 95%), you will likely miss all the news that you actually care about.

Also, i'm pissed off that I have to fall sick(er) on a weekend, AGAIN. Fucking burnt my weekend plans. Damn that rain in field camp. Gaaaah

Ok, off to rest now. Meds kicking in.

I feel so liberated conquering my fear of heights. Willpower over fear, and I really enjoyed the adrenaline rush. It made me rethink certain aspects of my life, and I believe that has attributed to me being in a depression slump. I really should try doing the bungie jump shitz again. Laid the charm on the girl at the counter and convinced her to give us student rates. Oops. Went to Rebel to club, and had a fantastic time without much alcohol! :D :D :D

I think I go into a depressive slump whenever I'm very tired, and so, I bought an air freshener as a form of retail therapy. Weirdness level up 25%!

Hugs are damn damn damn good, especially in my state of mind. Met Valerie and I got a hug! :) Got one from Rhooster as well, and it felt good! It's rare for me and him to make any physical contact, due to the awkwardness because we're so close. Heh, damn I need a hug schedule.


Will you make me some magic with your own two hands?
Can you build an Emerald city with these grains of sand?
Can you give me something I can take home?